I was thinking of my Grandpa recently, he forever a hero and I never him this when he alive. I can not image how brave he was when he stormed the beaches of June 6, 1944. What was he thinking as he ran across the beach, I have all these questions in my mind for Grandpa, questions I will never have an answer for. It was recently I was thinking about him a couple of months and how young he was when he went to war in Europe. I wish my Grandparents were still alive today as they lived a life .... I struggle to understand. My ode to my Grandpa so brave on D Day.
This a short week, which I am enjoying. I love four day weeks, and this year I have been spoiled with lotsa of them since November. I have an additional week of holidays finally, strange to believe I worked with the same company for over nine years. Strange since I thought my first job would only be a year long through university.
I'm working becoming whole and comfortable with myself and learning to be fearless and go with the unexpected as what is often unplanned can be greatest gift. Deep inside I am counting down the days till the island. Each day is a blessing .... want to be able to share goodness with those around me. I find myself caught up in the need to engage in negative conversations even if it hurts others. I can't seem to keep myself shut at work. I stand guided but I know my voice is heard. I do not want to say things .... that are personal attacks on others. I acknowledge this not the best of me and can be hurtful. Truly deep down inside ..... I want to see the best the in people. I want to live in moment, not in the reflection.
I love my juicer, it was the best christmas gift I bought myself....oh tasty green goodness for my soul.
I want my heart to feel free and stop carrying around the guilt. I want to fly ..... still I feel I am crawling.
XOXOXOX .....
If my soul could send beautiful wishes of peace and love to those ...... close to me .....
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