I feel beautiful knowing you are part of my life -- Author Myself
Heart the world and yoga classes. I feel all my muscles and I know I am stiff but I am love in with thursday night yoga. Sweat dropping from my head and hands. My body working hard, it feels wonderful to attend. I love the way I feel after .... peaceful. I have not had a teacher like this since Shanti in Edmonton. The universe is providing me with the courage to practice flow again. I love the core work in the class...and the way my body shakes. I feel improvement from last week and I can't wait till Sunday morning. Each day I feel growth and somehow growing into something bigger. How I do carry guilt about not contacting my family in almost 3 months. I just do not feel like spending time with them right now or reaching out and making contact but tonight the weather is warm and I feel beautiful sitting at the kitchen table, not weighted down my so many thoughts...not running away.
This week I taken a voyage into the wonderful and colourful world of derivatives. Ohh land of swaps and interest heads fill my head at night ... and the delicious gluten free chocolate chip cookies I just ate.
Last night I did said good bye to Jason .... he finally made contact me and I asked him if he was hit by a bus and he apologized and I said "no worries take care ...and good bye... " I feel in the last couple of months I finally setting myself free and I am standing up for myself. Old me...would have waiting for him to say good bye... even if I was not interested. I am feeling better about myself.. :) ... and I have decided to limited the posts to men or my personal nightmares ... when I read them I feel like their are obituaries to my soul. My soul craves something more deeper and meaning I want to choose to live with the high vibrations of life. Something is my life is coming .... I tried to think of the things I did over the last ten years... I could really only come up with 5
Graduated from University
Traveled to South America
Surfed in Tofino
Roadtrip to LA!
Vegas trip with Stacy
Canoeing in Elk Lake
Dancing at Dave and Kristen's wedding even if they are not friends anymore
Rob and I visiting Kits Beach June 2011
I am stuck on great moments... *sigh*....
The longer term option is generally worth more!
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