I Feel Angry, Annoyed and Other Meaningless Thoughts from the Buddha

I feel angry today because its Christmas and I do not want to celebrate it.
I feel angry today because I have to give gifts to people who I do not want to celebrate it.
I feel angry today because I feel this obligation to be part of this holiday, it feels meaningless to me
I feel angry today because I thought my left running shoe at home and could not work out at the gym after signing up for a three month membership.
I feel angry today because I feel lonely and my partner is more than 3000 miles away and I have not had a hug since October 1!
I feel angry today because I do not want to go to work tomorrow even if there will be no one in the office
I feel angry today because I am over functioning in a relationship
I feel angry today because I am over tired
I feel angry today because I feel bloated
I feel angry today because I have no Christmas spirit...I am the Christmas grump...
I feel angry today because I want to eat a bag of ruffles but I will feel worst after and just fat/bloated
I feel angry today because there is snow on the ground
I feel angry today because I am afraid of being loved for who I am
I feel angry today because I am afraid of being kind to myself

Tomorrow i will try to be happy....because today I am allow myself to feel angry