Tuesday, September 27, 2011

Classical Conditioning



For a war to be just three conditions are necessary - public authority, just cause, right motive. Ernest Hemingway

Courage is my theme of the week!!!!! It must be the individual investor's theme for September.

My helmet is on and I tie my ribbons tight. Today I bombed my psychology quiz. The most honest answer for the evening is I did not review enough or at all. My mind blanked out about how to measure behaviour. It's assuming because ten minutes after the quiz I can name everyone. I guess this is reminder to be more prepared and to be more present in my life. *sigh* Sucker Punched!

My heart sank when I saw the 2/5ouch!!!! My mind began to drift and question if I was passively giving up. I'm a conditioned to fail to because it is the reaction is except??? What would happen if I could recondition myself to for success??? Could someone learn to self-esteem again??? Will I learn to ignore the negative impact. My mind is boggled.

I need to remind myself to ask questions. There is no need to be afraid of any answer or any outcome. I received an email once from a guy telling me to have courage. When I am fearful.....I remember his words.

I have less than a month till I leave for Victoria which is a slow bright light in my future.

i just want to bust free and run!!!!! I want to let go......I want a road map for a path without one!!!!!!

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