Thursday, April 21, 2022

The DR visit

 I finally visited the DR for a pap, it oddly felt comfortable. I was asked a question no one has ever asked me before ... did I want children, was I trying to get pregnant. I had never really thought about it before. I didn't think it was an option in my life. I always knew this was not going to happen. I just didn't think I had choice. Something to think about it. 

I'm currently in Passport Limbo, I'm still waiting for mine to be mailed. I have an appointment in Victoria for May 2 for an express application if needed. I was feeling nervous earlier this week. I'm finally comfortable I am going away in May. I'm not sure why I was so stressed .... I couldn't handle being disappointment again .. and not being able to travel. It was almost soul crushing. 

Today feels unsettling .... I failed my audit. I'm requesting an additional review. 



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