I'm wearing my blue polka dot dress today, sometimes I feel pretty wearing it. I can't find my groove again ... I need to release ... breathing deeply. I'm bubble wrapped in self hate towards myself.
My mind wants to run away .... take off ... hide ... travel ... I miss the open road. I missed my lunch I forgot on the counter. I miss Rob
My tongue is caught ... I can not communicate ... with others.
Out my door the world is so bright .. the ocean amazing, out my door everything feels exciting.
I'm seeking myself, I'm seeking ... who I am .... I want to hold myself strong. I'm so self judgemental of me. I am creating a new dictionary to describe myself. New words .. strong words.
I seek poetry ... the words ... the countryside ... the stars! The world is alined to greet me .... be brave be strong.
The valley is warm ... the heat almost 26 degrees. AC blowing driving home.
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