I am about the cut the strawberries in the fridge, I walked across the hot parking lot at work today to purchase them. The may weather is wonderful and beautiful .... and love living across from the ocean is magical.
The house is still empty till next week. I'll be alone this weekend with my thoughts .... drifting.
Work is steady ... i find myself struggling not to pick fights ... i'm not sure why I need to find someone .. to fight with regardless. I want to be a better person, less bitter ... I want to feel fun across my face ... I want to share myself more openly with others. This is my work in life ... this is the tightness in my shoulders. I can be open to letting go of being perfect.
My heart is so scarred ... I want to reach out but I can not.
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