It still doesn't feel like home yet and I am still working on feeling comfortable and settling into Rob's house. I feel strange being here alone without Rob. I miss him, I feel uncomfortable without him. I'm lonely. Everything here is new, from where to take out of the trash to sharing a space. The next couple of weeks once will be challenging for us and our relationship. We will become stronger together.
My week in Toronto was feel refreshing. I loved learning and receiving the training. It feels like I finally found my career. I know I can do this. I have not been so engaged at work in years. I finally feel I have the tools to be successful. I am excited but nervous about coming to the branch on Monday. But I know something amazing is going to happen. So much to be grateful for ... I am feeling blessed. I can not believe I am on this wonderful journey. It was tuesday morning ... I realized this is what I am meant to do. I feel ready to step into this role. Something has come alive in me again, something I have not felt in years, not since leaving Edmonton.
The first night I was invited into a dinner on the 54th floor of the tower. The views of Toronto were impressive. I couldn't help to think my family would be proud, as no one had ever been invited to anything like this.
Monday will be the first day, I ever drive myself to work. I feel nervous, but I take comfort in this part of the journey. I feel embarressed, as this is a silly fear. Most people have faced this fear 15 years ago.
A small list of things to be Thankful for:
Rob, his support is unconditional. I am so blessed and lucky to be loved
Carear, I am finally at my best and have the knowledge and tools to shine.
Toronto best breakfast all year. Thankful for the staff at the hotel
Trainer Steve, wealth of knowledge
Co Workers, new friends sharing new ideas. What a great group of people
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