Monday, November 03, 2014

My Dearest Love

Another day on the island. I woke up to sound of rain and an empty house. Bed felt cold ... and the sheets tossed. I miss his body next to mine. I can hear the island and it sounds very different than the city. The island sounds distance to me.

It was my first day at my new job. I felt welcomed by Ivan and some of the team. I was not sure really what I was my role today. I was trying not be cold and distance. I am not sure how to find my place or to connect with the staff. I mostly feel overwhelmed with all different people and trying to do the right thing.

My dearest love .... working in the rain. I missed him. I'm glad I was working today and changed the focus and I am looking forward to long weekend together.

Today I am thankful for my new co workers. Sharing lunch with Gloria. I am thankful for getting home safe. I am thankful for my love .... and knowing I am cared about.

I am looking forward to small town living and Rob coming home on friday.

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