It is happening ... slowly .. I can feel a change around the corner. The pieces are coming together and I am coming together. I can't describe the feeling inside but excitement is slowing building inside. I remind myself what I wrote at the end of 2013 this year would be funded by courage. And what courage it has taken me to step out and what to go it alone.
Most the summer I have felt stuck ... waiting for my time. Waiting for an answer .... it's time for me and I have worked so hard for this .... one more meeting.
I am in the city this weekend with Rob. He is working nights on a film. I see in briefly in the morning and after work. I am enjoying the short moments with him and sharing my space. Do domestic things such making tea and toast. Folding his clothes, we all changing. After 15 years one thing remains the same ... I still get a sound sleep next him.
We had a short long weekend and spent some time with Jimmy and drove along the coast stopping at Fanny Bay and Comox. I can not wait till these places become part of my regular day and view. I drove most of the island highway myself. I am looking forward to finally owning my first car, such a late bloomer ... for a lady in her mid thirties.
Miracles are working, I kept believing. I do not have to be perfect to achieve the dream.
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