Friday, June 06, 2014

The Universe Gives Only What I Can Handle

The world is amazing place and the universe always provides what I need. This past month has been challenging at times but days are.

This week after feeling exhausted I finally went to see a chiropractor to give my neck some much needed attention. I have been feeling foggy and absent minded for several days. And I was not sure what I need, maybe some love and attention. So here I was laying on the bench ...having my neck cracked. All the noises and blockages ...removed.

My mind drifting .... :) I'm forever blessed, if that counts for something. I felt alot better.

I'm still dragging myself at work not doing my best work. Sitting and drifting.

I came across an old co-workers blog. I never knew she made such an amazing journey. I felt inspired by her words. Her belief her life could change. I need to focus on the changes I want. I need to map ...and live as if the world is built for me. Deep breath in .....

Deep sadness several weeks ago...my yoga studio closed. I find myself a yoga orphan ... and now attending YYoga. The studio did not disapoint. It has a beautiful location ... with bright open classes. Strange walking through the parking lot I had already decided this was going to be my new yoga home.  Already ... I was faced with a challenge ... I was late for the flow class and it was sold out. I felt discouraged but opened myself up to the possiblity things do not go as planned. I was placed into a core class 15 minutes later. First glance I was not interested in attending the class because it was unknown to me. I was afraid of looking awkward in front of the other students.  The deeper meaning of today was some of the best surprises is when things do not go as plan. Learn to enjoy the ride and the experience. Wow .. did I ever, and my back felt amazing.  Deep down inside ... I know I am always taken care of. The world loves me.

I am looking forward to seeing Rob again next weekend. I felt last weekend's visit was to short. It was difficult to go back to mainland, but my time is coming.

Handstands, lovebugs, breakfast in Paris .... I am a lucky lady to be loved so unconditionally.

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