I'm not a crowd pleaser or very diplomatic. Who know emails could unconsciously make you cry in the women's bathroom. I'm not sure why I cried. I just felt frustrated, I wanted to see my family and I am trying to make an effort to spend time with them. Reading the email from my boss I realize I am just means to pay his mortgage and his Mercedes. I am running away...leaving the others behind..I have 5 more months. I'm not paid enough to listen to my boss rant...I don't want to have to babysit you! This your Excel Spread Sheet! I count and I breath and sigh, What I do best is give no reaction and buy a bubble tea. At this point I look at my calendar and remember my action plan. I have not told them my plan but I can only assume they will grateful when I am gone and they finally hire ambitious Bachelors of commence student who works for peanuts and has less of soul. I'm told if I am to spiritual I will be disappointed later on life.
I walked out my bikram yoga class for the first time. I was not present I did not want to finish. Riding back on the bus I felt defeated and exhausted. It's the kinda feeling you have you finally know the journey is done.
I took the long walk back home today. I walked down 104th street, I went to store I had only pasted at 5:30 in the morning on the way to the gym. I am toren about how to spend my time . You know no one is going to tell how to spend my time....it's worth more than any investment advisor will know :)
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