First Class to Managua

I booked my flight this morning. I was stressing about the small details and dates I should fly in. I finally I found my flight and so lucky ...I am flying first class to Managua from YVR! for the same price to fly economy. The airline angels are looking after me. I feel blessed today. I am going to the ocean soon... I am not sure why my journey this year is leading me to Central America. Somehow things keep working out...I am so excited...and it's a month till I leave. I am hoping to find some hope and courage on this trip because I am not feeling a lot courage these days. I still struggle with direction and where I am going. I am finding it difficult to find meaning in life. What has God/Higher powers lead me to do...???

I felt exhausted after work. It is becoming easier to sleep with Rob at night at least in my bed. I don't wake up as much...as I use to. Maybe I am getting use to him again. Rob came over yesterday stayed the night. He was going to nap but we hung out till bed time, eating yam fries and watching Breaking Bad. I feel happy he's near and working in town this week. Feels good to be close.

This weekend I watched the Bling Ring...I love Sofia Coppola movies but I could not get into this movie. I loved the sound track but could not relate or understand the characters.

I am trying to enjoy each morning at work, this week will be the last week I am by myself. I am looking forward to a new co worker and new energy in the office.

This weekend is thanksgiving, Rob and I are going to the island. I guess we will have to wait in the ferry line up Saturday morning, I was not able to make a reservation. I didn't mind camping in the car August long weekend. It was oddly fun and adventurous.

Each morning I am looking for the blessing the peace ... today I am grateful ...for my health, tasty veggie wrap, more Sofia Coppola soundtracks. All my friends.