It's all flooding over me, my emotions ... learning to ask for what I need and not being afraid to ask. Learning to trust my self and I did nothing wrong.
This wednesday after dinner of chicken and sweet potato fries, I am waiting for my feet to tell me they are ready to run. Watching the clock I am aware of the time getting closer to 7ish. Wednesday afternoon is quiet and my desk was filled with small projets. I am excited about my week off at the end May. I am looking forward to some me and the closing off the CFA journey. I am also looking forward to spending my last weekend studying with my fellow students. It's time to see if we can move on....I am feeling brave but my body feels weak. I feeling more tired most morning and my apartment is starting to like a frat boy lives here. My kitchen less clean than my standards. Tired and focused 17 more days.
Not much is going through my mind...I miss talking to people but I lack time. I miss going away on weekends. Soon this ending...after June 1 time to chase rainbows.
Back to my 90 days no contact. I was really committed to not speaking to him...I had made it 60! no more beating myself up...back to the basics.
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