Monday, November 21, 2011

25 more years

December first my mom goes back to the doctor, I am hoping she does not have cancer. Her own mother had breast cancer at the same age she is now. I started to wonder when was my expiry date when would I be leaving this earth and is there things I still want to do. What would I regret .... and how I should start living as if it was going to be over soon. I have been feeling life deeper than ever and living with less fear because I have nothing fear anymore. All is ok. I can't help to wonder why is happening.

I am getting frustrating with waiting to hear if I made the short list. I can't help it. I'm annoyed by living with Elizabeth. Every move she makes or thing she says. It's awkward, I want to be on my own. Each noise testes my patience.

Most mondays i have a latte which tastes burnt I forget I don't like to drink the large size, it's a mistake I make every monday. My day started at the gym. the weather is warmer today and a little brighter. My heart glows at possibilities. Fearless I feel at yoga .... each poise going deeper each breath shaping life.

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