The most authentic I have been in years happened this weekend in Victoria. It was strange...is this what it feels like to be alive and let people know you. I'm not sure....but I did feel real...I can't believe I let the worlds mix...First Stacey met Lisa, it was strange at first ....because my Edmonton friends have never met my childhood friends....and than Stacey met my parents...and it was ok and I was accepted. I have never been so real in years...maybe at least 10 and I have not let anyone close to me....
I want to let someone love me...I want to feel things...instead of hiding....hiding behind pretending to be perfect.
My Vision for myself:
let myself be loved and trust myself....
I'm ok...the way I am....
Move to the ocean...you have the skills...they will want you... :)
I don't need to be perfect
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