Awakening - something is stirring inside of me. My mind has been asleep for over three years, just thinking about work - very little else has entered into my world. I am finally starting to wake up and feel again. Slowly starting in March - everything is starting to change - I cannot go back to the person I was before. This my choice to live in fear - to many hours focusing on the wrong things - no focus or empathy on family or friends. My voice - lost - exhaustion - slowly aching coming out of the coma.
Turning 40 has made me reflect on the past 20 years - they passed so quickly. I never knew or believed I could come to this place - it's a full circle moment. I missed my old self - she smiled and felt brave.
The last two months I started noticing the trees and forest when walking Georgia. She loves me unconditionally, animals have the most amazing gifts. I cherish her forgiveness and acceptance of my faults. I've missed Rob ... I've missed us.
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