Mondays are a regular theme. I today .. I felt like I crashed hard at work. My head spinning tired around 3. It was a busy day ... thankfully things are picking up.
I mind the gap between us and the wall that separates us. I'm learning to live with the silence. Im struggling to fit in ... in a work place with many have children at home. I do not feel I have anything to add to the conversation when they talk about their lives.
For a beautiful change, I'm looking out the patio window ... and I can see the ocean .. and everything around it. I feel lucky have a wonderful view and an door.
Georgia and I had a refreshing walk around the park. Sun shining down and everything around a glow. We are blessed to have this location.
I'm struggling with the next move ... I want to travel more .. the road is call me. I'm feeling stronger ... braver. I'm learning to not let others hold me back from being myself.
I'm seeing a client tomorrow .. I identity with her awkwardness as .. I see a small part of her as me.
This week is jammed pack with clients and a road trip to Victoria. I'm feeling blessed with the hotel room but I'll miss my sweet little G. G the small blessing as introduced me to new friends .. I feel a lot better with her around.
So many discoveries coming this June ... spilling over ... finding myself slowing becoming grounded again. My feet can hold ... everything that come to it. So lucky ....
Feeling blessed twice today:
For changes at work ...
For the sun
Walking with Georgia
Cruising on the open highway
Friendship
XOXOX
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