Today I am ready, and waiting. Feeling excited and nervous. I feel the change is coming and I am getting prepared. August is my birthday month and feel the most creative around the end of the summer. This birthday will be different than last year, I am going to the island and will be loved. I have still not gone home since December and my mother emails weekly. I ignore them...I need to be alone and take a break from the family. I am not sure when I will be ready to be with them again. My father wrote on August 13, I do plan to write him back. I am not sure how to talk to my mother, I am not sure how to address how I felt in my childhood. Today I am choosing to live my own life and not consult my parents. I know they did the best they could but I need this time for myself to make my own decisions.
Be prepared. ...Know you are loved. Always ready...
My heart is waiting. I am looking forward to going to Nicaragua in November. I am truly blessed and loved. This I know is true.
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