Wednesday, June 04, 2008

Brain In a Vat

I have always hated school, I can't remember from what Grade I felt this but ever since grade school I hated the way education and those who worked in education. Why are they the emery. Not sure, I even find university frustrating! i don't get it...I don't think I was meant to...I am just not a very good student.

So here is my problem...do grade matter..i really don't think so, at least not the real world..which is why students can't get jobs after they grade oh yeah...

I won a gift card at work...i can't believe I pulled my own name out the box. To funny...I pulled kevin's as well...

Last night was a good night, I had some drinks and than went to marble slabe for ice cream. I love the frozen yogurt. It was so good..I am going again tommorow...I think I hope. We drove around talked alot...just about relationships and stuff. I should have not drank the two glasses of wine...opps..hey..well..actually I have no defence here at all..

My head is so cluttered with stuff..it feels like it is going to explode! it hurts...i can't stop thinking...I can't decide on what i want...it hurts!

had to clean the apartment again..i want to be a home owner! no more of this it is just stupid! I am tired of everything! i am so tired! no one knows how tired I feel...

I had a sandwich today, coffee cake from starbucks, ice cream from purdy's mud pie flavor and a frappacino. it is gross what I am eatting..oh that bag of bqq chips...that is to much crap! no wonder why I have not lost any more weight and my weight is not changing..my diet sucks!

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