No More Happy

Well Happy is now in his new home at my parents, He will be safe there and I do not have to worry about him disapearing. I was so leave this morning as I boarded the airplane, i felt like there was not to much to return to here. I was just dispointed as I try to pick up the pieces. Why is happiness only short lived for me? I am not sure how to get back to safe and warm feeling I had all summer. I feel empty and sad, most days i cry to myself. Everything just hurts right and with the holidays coming I feel like I do not have much to look forward to. I miss my home. This not right...I miss my friend