November: New Year

Happy New Year for me at work: another year closed ... finally - I'm feeling more mature in my role and feeling more comfortable. I can not believe I am in year 4 .... time flies. I'm finally starting to take care of myself, more yoga every Thursday.

We traveled to California in September and it felt wonderful. it was fabulous to travel back down the coast together our first trip together.

I miss Santa Rosa ...

Little Voices

I'm here again - typical for me - why does my life revolve  around work with little meaning to other activities. I'm questioning the next steps and wanting growth - I complete the same task day to day - and like most of my previous posts .... I'm bored. The only thing that increases is my paycheque month after month - it is the first time since moving out ... I have extra money. I've never know this - I've dedicated myself to paying down debt - my car loan, student loans, getting organized so I can have options and not need to be slave. I want to be debt free - this is my focus -

Georgia is waiting for Rob to come home.

Last night I hosted a wine/cider event for work - I was nervous and felt awkward but it was a great hit  and the staff loved it. It was great to give back to them.

July is a slow month .... things are slowly arriving .. I'm trying to be more organic with the clients.

I'm on the Road Again; If only in my Mind

Friday after a long weekend, I need to take more time for myself and rest. My mind wants to travel run away from my life and 9 to 5 ... is this all I will do for another 20 years. I can not image sitting in this desk ... doing this. I'm working on my exit plan ... and making the next steps. How do I get across .... to the next place.

I'm taking advice and taking two weeks off this summer. It's been along time since I've taken two weeks and another week in October. I'm going, I'm finally going back to Europe ... and I can't wait.

It's friday night and I'm at home .... trying to figure out how I got here

Sitting still ... and moving forward. Progression ... step by step

Exhausted from Spring: Notes from May

I'm exhausted again, sleeping through life .... each day drags by with no rest. Exhausted mentally and physically.

I found a beautiful yoga studio and I love it, not since shanti have I loved attending Sunday night classes, it's the only thing that gives me peace.

i've gone back to the doctor to find out why i'm always exhausted ... could be work and this relationship,

my eyes are sleepy ....

April

April changes blur my mind - getting back to being humble and making waves

I feel Paris coming - I can not wait to go .... I've planned to go Europe this October. In my mind I've decided to travel :)

This winter has been a dizzying mix of emotions but I am not sure where to start ... I'm scare I will lose my blog.