I went to work in the morning and worked from home today. I waiting for the management change later this month. I feeling a need for some direction.
Why are we in rush and loss direction, during our working years, so much in a rush and spending little time relaxing in the moment and acknowledging life. Today I walked Georgia around Miracle beach hoping to tire her out. Lately she's had a lot of energy since Rob went back to work. I've slowly realized she's needs more exercise. I watch the ocean, the waves rolling in and out. I won't have time to go back to the park later this month. The fall season on the north island is usually dark and cold. Windy weather and long rain storms. The first year I lived here, I felt very alone. It was strange to be in the house alone however it doesn't feel very lonely with Rob's brother living next door. The winter does not feel long just isolating from the rest of world.
November I'm traveling most of the month, training in Vancouver for a week, conference and writing my exam. April or March I'm going to Spain to heal.
I'm in a strange place ... I've started going to yoga again ,,,, which is odd but feels so good. I feel so refreshed after class, I feel new again .... I can't wait to go again tomorrow even if it's raining again.
