Imagine Everything with a Positive Lense

I'm listening to my meditations again. My mind is filled with positive things and I'm trying to going to work to be productive and find the best of me.

Why do I desire to find self fulfillment with work and not other interests. I find ... because of the pay check .. myself esteem and dreams are tried to my occupation. I do not believe this is healthy and need to find another type of self fulfillment.

I love listening to my little Georgia snore, it's hard to believe she is real and my puppy. She fills my heart with joy. I was excited to see her after work, kiss her and cuddle her. I hope sometime she will not be restless sleeping with me. I'm sad she won't sleep in the bed at night anymore when I am alone.
Love her so much ... I've waited my whole life for this little puppy and I've promised her .. I will always take care of her and put her needs/health first.

Working on Mondays

My life ... at the desk is slow .. July is painfully not productive. I'm struggling to keep myself busy,I'm struggling ... with the pace. My mind keeps stressing myself out about this ...

wait - why don't I take a bath ... its' been awhile ... I mean .. I haven't used the tub since .. Victoria and wow I loved sinking into the tub at the Magnolia, the bubbles, the heat on my body. It was so long since I sank my body into a tub. And it was wonderful .. I couldn't wait to have a hot bath after my work party. I loved the sounds the feeling of the water ... everything. It was wonderful ... so enjoyable. I was in love with bathing sinking my body deeper and deeper into the tub. What a wonderful treat.

not sure why I'm still writing this ... and not taking a bath ...

Summer Days in July

Summer arrived and feels beautiful on the coast. I dream of days off ... in two weeks and enjoying the ocean breezes.

I'm making plans for taking some time off in year. I'm trying to save for four to six months of travel. Somehow ... I'm feeling it would be four to five. I dream of renting a place for a month .. and traveling around europe ... maybe the spring or fall ... horse back riding in Mongolia. So many things I would like to enjoy. I need to save appox 10k to 15k .. I have already banked 3k. I should have enough to travel end of fall next year or early 2018. I dream of enjoying coffees and sleeping in, walking down streets and peacefully ... enjoying life. I'm not sure what this will do for the work goals to drop out for so long ... but I feel entitled to a break.

Georgia is sleeping, she is also resting after a busy couple of days with guests. She is taking some downtime in her crate. I love she is so comfortable there.

feels good to have a goal again.