The Women Project

I struggling with lack of information and how to provide basic information for those who do not have access to it. We spend a lot of time addressing mentorship for women and how women need mentors but who access to these mentors ... I've longed for this relationship but I have yet to find women who would mentor me. I've only ever found men. It's strange ..

Edna has come twice into my life this week, I'm taking her visits as a sign .. I've been seeking change and wisdom ... she's offering but I'm not reach out for help. This is a sign ... I should step up.

All things take courage ... and little bit of vulnerability ...

I'm stuck on the way to something else ... I was told today I had a destination career but I know change will come ... and this is something I am doing as I am passing by.

I'm trying to be a better dog parent to Georgia .. really trying to listen to her needs ... we are balancing our relationship. i have to share my time ... learning not to be so self fish .. she's teaching me to find give back even when I'm tired. We walked outside today in the rain .. I didn't want to get up off the couch but she needed to move .. and it was a hint for walk for me.

I've tried meditating in the morning again. I hoping to find balance again ... it keeps tapping me on the shoulder asking me to slow down.

Beautiful Antiques

I'm trying to remember all the details and words I need to say when I meet people. Feels strange ... I need to sit back and relax. Let others talk .... feel less awkward.

It's Friday before the May long weekend. I feel excited about the extra time off ... I feel better knowing I can sleep.

I need to not feel afraid ... here is list of the things I want, I want to be successful ... I want to be a better partner to Rob.

I'm still trying to find my way .... but I love the view from sitting here. I can't believe I see the ocean each morning.

Driving in my own lane

Boundaries, others will try to push you. The universe is letting me know, I need to work better with conflict. I need to stand up for myself and set clear boundaries.

I love sitting with my mind ... working through stuff from my past and watching my dark side creep out. It does sometimes. I had a breakdown at work on Friday. I was exhausted  so the core and most of this weekend, I've rested. Saturday we mowed the lawn and today we walked G along salmon point. 

I'm looking forward to next week as it is a long weekend.