A Lady Wearing Pants on Monday

Today I wore something rare .... pants .and flats. I walked into work ... and everyone stared ... I didn't realize I had this dress wearing image.

I drove over a sidewalk on the road today ... I got nervous and drove away. I felt horrible ... I just wanted gas. I just wanted to be a better driver.

I am feeling spiritual today ... struggling to find a connection but it's coming closer. My stomach craves ... a connection ... I miss yoga and my mat.

Next week ... I'm back in Vancouver for the first time since November. I'm looking forward to the city ...

Whispers

I am reminded what is my stuff is my stuff! I have to own the thoughts in my head .... and take things personally ... I'm trying grow and have reflection.

The weather has changed .... and it is growing colder ... my body is freezing ... and winter is near .. My mind becomes exhausted ..

Reading poems ... written last year .. I am feeling inspired ... about the journey .. I've taken. I am reflective .. where is my spiritual soul .. I miss her so deeply ... I ache for peace for my soul ..

Empire of the Island

It's crisp in the air again ... fall is coming ...

I spent the last weekend of summer on Cortez Island ... sleep in a tent .. it was refreshing beautiful and something different I have not experienced. I'm adjusting to the fall pace ... work is picking up and changing .. the pace is becoming faster ...  I still struggle to know if I can make it ...

Most days I wonder if this is the best use of time .. as work is taking up a lot of my time ... when it get busy .. I struggle to know what it will be like next year .. when I'm doing reviews at the same time .. how will I get by .. and where will my life go ..

I've lost the spiritual part of me ... It has disconnected somewhere .. and disapeared .. I miss this person .. the deep thinking girl wonder if I can reconnect with her .. as we have lost touch .. I ache for simple ... places ... deep rivers ...

Each day I question ... how do I get here ... where is my soul ... do I have enough love to give and share ...

Fall means change .. each time around this year .. I think about when I going to university and all changes I experienced ... this time of year .., we set goals .. and dreams ....

My dream is have more freedom ... and more choice with my time and life

It's time to build the empire of my life