Give Her ...

It's about learning to forgive yourself .... each step to letting go....

Pieces of me ... falling ... dancing  ...

This week is slowly crawling by .... I have a long weekend with Rob ... and I am itching for Friday but it's still Tuesday night ... and no friends near ... just myself ... and my run.

The last two days have been slow at work. I am feeling like I am falling asleep in my chair ... waiting for my chicken salad. I am getting a talent for grilling chicken lately :)

I dream of the ocean ... I dream of day ... no more ferries to my love. The day were we can wake up together ... I close my eyes ... and see this ...

Each day ... I am running closer to my dreams ...

Wild

My hair is wild today ... all curls. My voice and values .... are changing and more than ever ... I feel I need to move with them. These changes are coming ...

Canada Day weekend was beautiful on the island with Rob ... i did burn a little in the sun. We walked out into the ocean together. The view is beautiful and my heart guides me home. Coming home is always strange standing on Lonsdale looking at the city ... the fast moving cars and pace of life here. I am not sure I can keep up with speed. I feel misunderstood here ... maybe it is because I have not found peace within myself. I struggle ... to not be so hard on me... and love .. me for each space I am in.

This past week the weather has been extremely hot ... finally we have the breeze back again and it has cooled down to 24 again. I  car shopped and almost bought a VW Rabbit. I loved the car and but didnt want to buy right away.

Looking forward to yoga tonight ... I am not sure what to say .... today ... or how to discribe myself lately ... how to express myself.

Feeling caught ..