The Last Day of 2013

This year has been wonderful, journey, with tears, joy and happiness. At the start of 2013 I never planned this year would happen like this.

Moments I was so proud of was reuniting with my Rob, traveling to Seattle to sit on Kurt's bench, coffee by Pike Place Market, Meatballs in Victoria and ghost walks. Long talks with Lisa, enjoying her company, changes at the office at work, traveling and surfing in Central America. Learning to accept myself ... taking better care of my body and mind. Dinner in Roop in May and many concerts with Brad. Exhaustion and body shutting down. Friendly texts from Melissa. Dinners which was just a Phase but made me believe in fun late at night again. The body struggling to remember yoga poses, the power it once had. We need more nacho nights at the Foundation with friends. Not sure if Stacy and I are growing apart ....

 Each moment I am lucky. I am lucky to be left in hotel room last January in Edmonton, it freed me open myself to the possiblity of Vancouver. I learned to be brave again.

Christmas was peaceful. I went to Campbell River with Rob. It was nice to wake up and not hear fighting. I felt good inside. It was nice to be away. I do not feel bad about not spending it with my family this year. Christmas is always stressful ... to many fights about gifts ... not spending enough. Where is the love? What is family?

This past weekend I spend celebrating Lisa's birthday which was eventful tears happiness, cheesecake and a small Chilliwack twist. I loved getting pedicures saturday morning relaxing in the massage chairs. My toes painted purple. I loved the bracelet she gave me ... It made me feel special. No visits this year from Jenn .... and so many pink coloured sweaters.

Tomorrow I am looking forward a delicous lunch tasty meatballs, sleeping in alone ... and studying with books.

2014 year of Possiblity! Funded by Courage!

So I closed my eyes and say good bye to 2013 year of so much change .... Welcome to my ninth year of my blog My Life... I share online.

Sharing

There is much goodness in the world, more love and more sharing. I feel so hopeful about the new year and the present moment. I am always in awe of how the body remembers .... and how the body can become strong again. I am as brave as I want to believe I am. Feeling strong right now about each present moment. I enjoyed this past weekend.

I am almost finished my Christmas Shopping and I am excited about baking tomorrow. I need to find a soft ginger bread cookie receipe. I can not wait to share.

I felt so rested after yoga with Sasha...what a blessing to share Sunday morning with her. I felt so relaxed and my body felt really good. I love flowing ... feeling peaceful..and remembering our bodies can move in so many different ways. We truly have amazing muscles. I felt the breath ... flowing through out me.

Each day so blessed. So blessed to be loved. This week I have to step back and learn from others...watch their different styles...what I can learn from them...

PS there is chocolates still in my desk! Can't wait to bake cookies tomorrow...can't wait for Rob to stay over tonight.