I am going not to Divorce my Argentinian Lover

It's a beautiful Vancouver day, sunshine all weekend...and lotsa yoga. After two months I finally have my yoga groove back :) I was struggling since moving from Edmonton, the poses felt strange and new, I felt unbalance and unsure of each move...and my legs/hips stiffen with each passing week. After two Yin classes...I finally felt my body melt back into my flow....as I reached for my toes...and rested my head back on my mat. I am home at the Yoga Pod and alittle drunk on Sundays from yoga flow. I know the new teachers have enriched my life more than I can even understand. I wait for the future to fully understand their lessons. I closed my eyes...and saw beach, sunlight and warm topical water. Cayman Islands...by 35 :) So I choose not have a home...or do I crave never belonging..this I am unsure of. I need to find the openness I experienced before I left Edmonton and find balance with being alone and social interactions. Why does the quiet feel so appealing sometimes. I am writing this post from the Blenz coffee shop at Lonsdale and 15th. With a matcha latte by my side. I slip the warm green tea and smile. I feel at home in this neighbourhood which boosts one of the largest Persian population outside of Iran. Exotic teas and tea pots fill small shops. Children chasing soccer balls down lonsdale ave. Yesterday I for lunch I was served two halves of grilled tomato and half an onion. I am still unsure of what to do with the onion :)It made me smile. I find myself at strange place in life...somewhat committed but very much single...and alone. I guess girlfriend is another label for waiting for someone better to come into my life. It's a label I am growing uneasy with. Like Lonsdale ave and I am also mixing the exotic into my own personal life. I don't want to be a girlfriend, I'd rather be a wife.

Beautiful Friday Morning

It's a beautiful friday morning on the North Shore. I could not think of words to describ it so I did a google search, the first thing image google picked up was a pick of the lions gate bridge and stanely park. Awesome and so ironic, I am giggling at my desk at the strange connection. Thinking of beautiful outside is helping me ignore the slaughter of the markets on the side here at my desk. My computer screen bleeds red. Annual May sell off...makes investors nervous till october, we should all be educated about the investment seasons. Although this week was rocky, poor communication skills now ironned out with a new process. Cheers to new beginnings and acknowledgement of errors and good glass of Argenitian Malbec. Red wine and french makes most awkward situations better or at least removes the edge. I am looking forward to a peaceful weekend with yoga and maybe some shopping and seawall running :) 10.8 kms is the seawall and I enjoy a good 10 km run. Last weekend was busy. Highlights for me included Kylie's 21 birthday party and dinner with Mom and Dad on Sunday night. We shares a ridiculous large sundae. I am trying to organize my summer and fall plans. I am bursting with energy and excitment and at least the opportunity to enjoy a good latte. I might even visit Edmonton .... Camping trip???? A couple of weeks ago famous words where said at the bakery in Safeway over some doughnuts..... Hey man....everything is good here... which made me fall deeper in love.