I did...I applied and was hired for a new position!!! I can't believe it, it all happened so fast but I was ready and needed to do this. I could not stay..I just could not. I also could not handle my co workers anymore! This just made sense. I honestly was bored in my job and really needed this change, I did not feel challeneged anymore! I just needed more!!
Right now I do not know what I want...I know I just want to make this career change and I am working hard to pass my exams. I have been told this not easy but I can handle it!! I have too!! Cause this what I really want to do!!
It is funny when you start to make decisions for yourself other people want to be part of your life!! Strange huh??? I don't know if I want to move in with him..I just don't know..I feel like our time has passed and we are just friends. I just don't feel love anymore...plus I did not like having to waiting hours..It is not what I want. I wanted this when I was 22 but not right now..maybe not never..and I do not get it why now..why after seven years..decide you want this commintment. I just don't know why...
I went home for a week and did lotsa of shopping..I have so many new clothes..it is all so pretty. Everything is all coming together. I need to do my course...I need to do well...I think I can make it!
